Good Afternoon Girls!  This is my 4th attempt at writing in 2 days.  Every time I start it feels so self centered and "all about me" that I delete and walk away.  Now I know a few of my close friends are laughing right now and saying "how is that any different than any other day?"  and to you....April.....I say...... very funny.

Seriously though, the last few days have been emotional for me.  I have had some revelations....some setbacks.....some fits.....and some breakthroughs.  I have been flooded with memories from my childhood.  Let's just say they are not of the "remember when we went to Disneyland and had the best day ever!!!" variety.  No, they are more of the "Remember when you were 9 and you had just received shots at the Dr and you turned to your mom and asked if you could go out for ice cream because you were so brave and before your mom could answer the Dr says "ICE CREAM!  ICE CREAM!  At your weight the last thing you need is ice cream.  If you get anything, it better be an apple!".  Yeah....happy memories like that.........

I thought I could use my blog to journal these things out as I process them.  I'm feeling a little different about that now.  I think it's best for me to "process" in private. 

I pray you all continue to have a most blessed summer.  I will see you soon.

Love, joy, and peace to you all-
Jen