Hey Girls!  I am writing to you tonight with both a grateful and a broken heart.  You know how I told you all about this dream opportunity that came to me?  The Divine appointment, the devotional, the business?  I was so sure that I was finally embarking on my dream.....

That all changed tonight when it became very clear in a very hurtful way that this was not the dream opportunity I thought it was.  I am still shaking and crying at what transpired.  The only thing that brought relief was the thought of reaching out to my Girls....

As much as my heart is breaking, it is also grateful to our faithful God.  I have been praying daily for the grace of wisdom and discernment regarding this business.  I wanted to make sure I was in fact doing the right thing.  It was a leap of faith because I was working a lot of hours without compensation on the belief that I was pursuing the ultimate dream.  But still, I prayed that I would know as I know as I know that this was right.

Well God is faithful and just!  What happened tonight made it 100% clear that this is not the plan the Lord has for me.  Unfortunately the shut door was done so mean and evil spirited that I am still shaking with shock and wondering how I will ever sleep.  I know it was not Gods will for me to be hurt.  Looking back I see that there were some warning signs.  Signs I chose to dismiss because the majority of it seemed so perfect.  I so desperately wanted it to be right.  Only a devastating event like tonight would make me see the truth.  And no, I cannot give details as I have already been threatened with a lawsuit for slander if I say anything negative about what happened.....are you kidding me????

So I am calling on my Girls tonight.  I need prayer.  I am so thankful to the Lord for making things clear when I did not see the other life boats he was sending my way.  I know He was looking out for me tonight!  Even so, I am hurt.  I was accused of awful hurtful untrue things.  I don't know how I will be able to sleep.  I will simply hang on to the verse that is this years HomeMaker theme and take it one day at a time....

Jude 1:2 Relax, everything's going to be all right; rest, everything's coming together; open your hearts, love is on the way!

Love, grace, and thanks to you all-
Jen