I Quit!

This morning my daughter Charley and I took our one year old Mastiff Nana on a hike. It is 1.5 miles to the top of the hill and back down again. There are some steep parts on the way up where your heart gets pumping pretty good, but overall it is a pretty nice three mile hike.

I wasn’t sure if I should bring Nana today. I had brought her with yesterday and she seemed a little stiff and tired. I thought she maybe needed a rest day. However, as soon as I started to put my shoes on she stood next to me wagging her tail and whining. I took that as a sign that I should bring her with.

A few minutes into the hike I realized it was a little warmer than I had expected. It was a cooler morning but when the sun finally came out it came out strong. There was also no wind at all. Within minutes Nana’s tongue was hanging out and I could tell she was getting warm. She kept running ahead and exploring and her little nub of a tail was sure wagging so I assumed she was doing great.

On the way back down the hill Nana suddenly stopped, sat down, and then laid down. Her face was worth a million words, but all she needed were two- I QUIT! There was no way she was getting back up again. I looked at my phone and it said we still had a half a mile until we were back at the car. Nana weighs about 85 pounds so carrying her was not an option. I told Charley to wait with Nana and I would run ahead and drive back to pick them both up.

We’ve all been there haven’t we? We get to a point where we just can’t do it anymore. We are tired, weary, and hopeless. It doesn’t matter what hike we are on. We could be in a struggling and dysfunctional relationship. We could be dealing with an addiction. We could simply be overbooked and exhausted by all there is to do as a woman these days. Whatever the hike is, we sometimes get to the point where we throw up our hands, sit down, and say “I Quit.”

The Good News is, just as I was willing to run ahead to get the car to save Nana, we have Someone that has already gone before us and knows the end from the beginning. He is more than willing to be our refuge and hiding place when we grow weary. He is more than willing to pick us up when our journey has us worn out. And when we can’t take another step, it is just like Jesus says in the famous Footprints poem “It was then that I carried you”.

Then Jesus Said, “Come to me all who are weary, and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28

If you find yourself wanting to say “I Quit” in any area of your life, please know that Jesus is waiting for you, with open arms. Unlike me, who wasn’t strong enough to carry Nana, He can carry you through anything as far as you need him to. All you need to do is ask. If you would like prayer for any area of your life, please fill out a prayer request. I would be honored to pray for you.

Love, Grace, and a Place of Rest To You All,

Jen

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Got Weeds?

The other day while I was paddle boarding I noticed that I was barely moving. This seemed odd because I was paddling on calm water and I should have been cruising right along. I turned around and saw that there were a bunch of weeds wrapped around the fin and dragging behind me like streamers. “That’s weird” I thought. I didn’t even notice I went through any weeds.

I tried backing up to see if they would fall off but they stayed put. I tried whacking at them a little bit with my paddle but all that did was knock me off balance and I almost fell off. I finally had to get down on my hands and knees and reach down and pull them off with my hands. Once free from the weeds I was able to cruise ride along and enjoy the calm water.

The same thing happens to us throughout our lives. We unknowingly pick up little weeds along the way and suddenly wonder why we are moving so slow towards our goals and dreams. The weeds come in many forms. Sometimes they are the weeds of distraction that steal our time so we are always running behind. Sometimes they are the weeds of bad habits that rob us of our health, time, or relationships. Sometimes there are people in our lives that our dragging us down and hindering our forward motion.

Whatever the weeds in our lives are, God wants to help us get rid of them. Sometimes the weeds are an easy fix. Once you realize you have the weed you can easily rid yourself of it and keep on moving like I tried to do with the paddle. All you needed was the realization that it existed in the first place.

Other weeds may take a little more time to get rid of. Sometimes you need to stop what you are doing, get down on your knees, and focus your attention on eliminating the weeds. Nobody wants to take the time to address these bigger weeds. It seems like we get behind in all the other areas of life when we have to stop to address these weeds. However, the longer we let these weeds drag along, the harder we will have to work just to barely move forward, or even remain in the same place.

There is no shame in having weeds to deal with. We all have them. There is not a single person that doesn’t have weeds they deal with in their lives. The key is to deal with them before they slow you down and prevent you from living the life you were intended to live.

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a huge cloud of witnesses to the life of faith, let us strip off every weight (weed) that slows us down, especially the sin that so easily trips us up. And let us run with endurance the race God has set before us.-Hebrews 12:1 NLT

I was paddling with my neighbor the other day when I found myself dragging weeds again. She simply paddled over to me and said “Let me help you”. She was able to easily knock them off with her paddle and we were off cruising in no time. Sometimes the best way to get rid of weeds is with the help of another. If you are dealing with some weeds in your life and would like prayer regarding them please fill out a prayer request. You can remain anonymous.

Love, Grace, and a Weed Free Day to You All,

Jen

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What’s the Point?

This morning the kiddos, pooch, and I went for a hike on the other side of the lake. When you get to the very top you can see the entire lake and the cabin. It’s an awesome view and I was excited to share it with the kids as they had never been there before.

It’s not that I have never invited them to come with. I have asked them countless times to accompany me on a hike or kayak ride. The answer is always the same “No thanks”. This year however things have changed. Charley has decided she wants to be more fit so she promised me all summer she would go hiking with me. Thomas had more noble reasons- he wanted to hatch Pokemon eggs. Apparently the only way to hatch eggs is by walking. I know there are many people who think this whole Pokemon Go thing is stupid, but all I know is after twelve years my boy is finally going hiking with me!

We set out happily on our hike eager to reach the top. We had gone out last night and did the smaller version of the hike that still leads to great views, but isn’t quite the top. We were running out of daylight so we didn’t have time to do the higher trail. Today though we had plenty of time to reach the top. It is only a total of 3.5 miles which is nothing for a couple of young healthy kiddos.

The happy trail didn’t last long. Thomas’ phone wasn’t getting service and his game wasn’t acknowledging his movement. every couple minutes he looked at his phone and would complain about his phone not working. I ignored the comments knowing that if I engaged in the drama soon we would all be frustrated and the hike would be ruined.

My patience lasted about ten complaints and then finally I had heard enough whining. “Thomas! I am sorry that your phone is not acknowledging your steps but look around you. Look at this view. Look at your surroundings. Can you please try to find the enjoyment simply in being out here!” For the most part he was quiet after that though there were a tremendous amount of dramatic sighs and grunts.

I couldn’t really blame him. As humans we are wired to crave reward and acknowledgement. I believe that is part of the draw of devices like the Fitbit. We love to see that we made our 10,000 steps or that we came in under our calorie allotment. We have a need to have our accomplishments recognized and rewarded. If you think that’s incorrect I have one word for you- Facebook.

The problem with needing acknowledgement and reward for our hard work is that we live in a world that does not offer much acknowledgement and reward. Most of us have bosses that not only fail to offer acknowledgement but leave us feeling as though we don’t do enough. We are also too busy working our hineys off for acknowledgement that we don’t take time to acknowledge those around us. We are all craving the same thing and working too hard just to get a little recognition.

I remember when the kids were little, like one and three, and Tom was working horribly long hours. I was having one of those days where I was feeling under-appreciated and alone in raising the kids and taking care of the house. I desperately needed some acknowledgement. I decided I was going to clean that house like it had never been cleaned before. I was going to complete all the laundry and make a delicious dinner. The house ws going to look so perfect surely Tom would notice and rave on and on over my Proverbs 31 woman skills.

As the day went on I was getting more and more exhausted and irritated. I decided it wasn’t enough for the house to be spotless and the dinner to be delicious. I decided Tom had to see just how hard I was slaving away at home while he was off enjoying the world (at work behind a desk). I decided I would save the kitchen floors for last. I decided that when he got home that night he would find me scrubbing the kitchen floors. Surely then he would know how hard I worked to maintain a clean house.

As the day turned to evening I became more and more agitated. How late could he possibly be? I had already put the kids to bed and I could’ve been relaxing or even sleeping but there was no way I was going to miss my final performance. I finally heard his truck pulling up the driveway and I assumed my position on the floor in front of the scrub bucket and started working away at the floor. Finally after ten minutes of him finishing up a phone call in the garage he came in and walked into the kitchen. He plopped his suit coat on the counter and looked over at me and said “What are you doing on the floor.”

I felt like such an idiot. There was nothing I could say that would make me sound like a normal human being. I muttered something about spilling something and left the kitchen and crawled into bed furious with myself and with Tom. All I wanted was to be validated as a stay at home mom. All I wanted was a little reward in the form acknowledgement for my hard work. I am sure Tom felt the same way after being at the office for 12 hours but I was too caught up in my own needs to see his. Funny how looking back I can see it from his side but at the time I simply thought I married the most insensitive man on earth.

We all have times in our lives when we become overwhelmed and exhausted with all that we are doing. Even the prophet Isaiah felt under-appreciated and in need of some acknowledgement. Listen to his lament in Isaiah 49:4

I replied, “But my work here is so useless! I have spent my strength for nothing and to no purpose. Yet I leave it all in the Lord’s hand; I will trust God for my reward.”

It’s true, God will reward us for all the good that we do while here on earth, and that will be a glorious day. Perhaps in the meantime we can lift those around us up with some words of encouragement and a little acknowledgment. Who knows- maybe we can change the world one acknowledgement reward at a time 🙂

If you are feel under-appreciated feel free to fill out a prayer request. I would be happy to lift you up and acknowledge all you do!

Love, Grace, and a Rewarding Day to You All,

Jen

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You Are Not Lost!

It was too windy to paddle by board or by kayak this morning so I decided to take the kids and Nana (the dog) to a campground about ten miles from the cabin. It is a nice little campground with a few short hiking trails. It’s a great park and in all of the years of going there I think I have seen a total of two people.

As Nana and I were hiking I started thinking about the fact that even though I have hiked this trail over twenty five times, I still have never gone the same way or ended up where I thought I would. It’s strange really. There are only two trailheads and the trail is easy to follow yet I never quite know where I am going or where I will end up. Sometimes I end up back at the trailhead, other times the trail kicks me out way down the road from the campsite and I find myself walking a half mile down the road back to the car.

It used to bother me. I used to get irritated when the trail didn’t seem to take me the way I thought it should or would suddenly kick me out on the main road. All of the other hiking trails I have been on have a clear start and finish to them, or at least have signs along the way telling you which way to go depending on which trail you want to be on. This one however just has a bunch of trails and your hike may take twenty minutes or two hours depending on which twists and turns you take. It really is quite odd.

Today when I realized that the path I was on was not taking me to the top with the cool view but was winding me down towards a place where I would once again get spit out on the road I thought about all of the paths my life has taken over the years. I thought about the times I felt as though I were climbing uphill forever and would never get to a point where I was rewarded with an amazing view. I thought about the times I thought my path was finally leading somewhere only to turn a corner and be spit back out onto the road. I thought about the times when I wasn’t aware of the effort I was putting forth because I was enjoying the journey so much that when I suddenly hit the top and looked around at the view I had no idea really how I got there.

We take many different paths during the course of our lives. Some of them lead to fantastic views, some of them are a lot of work with no reward, and some of them simply spit us back out on the road. I used to drive myself crazy trying to figure out what path I should take or if I am on the right path. To be honest with you, I still often find myself wondering if I am where I am supposed to be when it comes to the desires of my heart and my current job. It doesn’t make sense to me that the path I am currently on will lead to a mountaintop view of the dreams I have.

Regardless of what makes sense I simply continue taking one step at a time on the current path I am on. I meditate on Gods Word that says He will show me which path to take (Proverbs 3:6) and trust that even if I do not know where I am going, He does.

I used to worry that I had made too many mistakes or given up too many times for me to ever get back on the path God had planned for me. I believed God had good plans for me, but I also feared I had ruined that plan somewhere along the way. I put more faith in my mistakes than in Gods mercy and grace. I started to believe I had been moved to Plan B for my life. Yes, it was still a good life, but it was not Plan A, which is the plan and the path I want more than anything.

Maybe you feel the way I did. Maybe you feel like you have been down too many paths leading nowhere or have somehow found yourself on the wrong path altogether. Maybe you feel like God has moved you over to Plan B instead of his original Plan A for your life. If you feel this way please meditate on todays verse. Write it down and stick in on your bathroom mirror. Let it sink down into your heart and bring you peace.

The Lord is good and does what is right; he shows the proper path to those that go astray. Psalm 25:8 NLT

Notice it says that the Lord is good and does what is right. It doesn’t say that we are good or that we do what is right. It has nothing to do with us. God has a path for us and it is up to him to make sure we are on that path and make it to the mountaintop. The only thing we need to do is trust and believe him and keep moving one step at a time. If we are off course He will get us to where we need to be!

Love, Grace, and a Mountaintop View to You All,

Jen

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What Good is Faith Without a Paddle?

We made it! My two kids, my one year old Mastiff and I arrived last night in Washington after a two day road trip. My brain is still foggy and I am a little sleep deprived but other than that all is well, Praise God!

It’s not easy packing for a 21 day trip. Though I kept telling myself there is nothing that can’t be bought once there if I forget it, I still found myself going over and over in my brain the essential things I must not forget. You know, things like the coffee grinder, coffee pour-over, coffee filters, and coffee. Seriously- what does anything else matter if I am too tired to enjoy it :).

We spent Thursday night and Friday morning packing our bags and loading the car. I went over the mental checklist and felt ready to head west. About 45 minutes into the drive my son innocently asked, “Mom, did you bring your paddle?”. WHAT!!!

NO! No I did NOT pack my paddle! I look up through the sunroof where Faith (my paddle board) is securely strapped on. I have my board, my gloves, my swimsuit,and my little booties that stop me from curling my toes and giving me foot pain. I even have my waterproof fanny pack to store my phone in (a gift from my friend- you know in case I ever feel the need to call someone from the middle of the lake). I have everything I could possibly need. Everything except a paddle. Now let me ask you- what good is my Faith without a paddle?

Faith is meant to glide upon the waters. Faith is meant to take me new places and show me new things. Faith is meant to bring me peace and calm in the midst of a busy life. Faith is my way of staying active while enjoying the sun. Without a paddle all I can do with Faith is lay on it like an extremely overpriced air mattress. Sure- at least it would keep me afloat but what fun is that? Faith without a paddle really isn’t Faith.

Our God given faith works the same. Our faith is what allows us to ride upon the waters even when the current rages beneath. Our faith should take us new places and show us new things. Our faith is meant to bring us peace and calm in the midst of a crazy messed up world and busy life. Our faith is not simply a ticket to heaven and in the meantime we cling to it trying to simply stay afloat.

Our faith gives us new life. Our faith gives us right standing with God. Our faith grants us forgiveness. Our faith breaks strongholds in our lives. The Bible says our faith can move mountains! Our faith makes us well! Our faith will bring others to Christ! Read what it says in Hebrews 11:33-34; By faith these people overthrew kingdoms, ruled with justice, and received what God had promised them. They shut the mouths of lions, quenched the flames of fire, and escaped death by the edge of the sword. Their weakness was turned into strength. They became strong in battle and put whole armies to flight.

Perhaps you are thinking that the people being referred to in those verses were perfect people and that is why they had such great faith. Let’s see, in the mix we have a liar, a thief, an adulterer, a manipulator, a prostitute, a drunkard (in one documented event anyway)and a murderer just to name a few. I believe it is safe to say that there is nothing you have done that disqualifies you from being known as a great woman of faith!. The only thing you need to be a great woman of faith is to use it. Don’t just float around on it trying to stay afloat. Do not treat Jesus as an overpriced ticket to heaven- go move a mountain!

“Dear woman”, Jesus said to her, “Your faith is great. Your request is granted.” And her daughter was instantly healed. -Matthew 15:28 NLT

If your faith needs a new “paddle” take a few minutes to read Hebrews chapter 11, also known as the great examples of faith or faith hall of fame chapter. If you want to upgrade to a poly-carbon paddle (that’s SUP talk for a paddle that allows you a more efficient and lighter ride), I recommend you take the time over the next few days and get to know these great men and women of faith- then you will see for yourself that there is nothing in your life that has disqualified you from being a great woman of faith!

Love, Grace, and New Paddle for Your Faith,

Jen

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Not Even A Nibble!

I went to biblegateway.com yesterday to look up a verse and when the page opened there was a picture of one of the paddleboards I had researched on the bottom left corner and a picture of a sundress I had looked at in the middle right side of the page.

I hate it when that happens. It creeps me out to know that they (whoever “they” are) are monitoring and tracking me and my habits. I also hate it because it distracts and tempts me. What I hate most is when I fall for the distraction and temptation!

I don’t know how many times I have settled into my favorite chair with my morning cup of coffee, Bible, and journal, ready for some awesome prayer and devotion time with the Lord and ended up online shopping for an hour instead. When I realize how much time I have wasted I feel angry and frustrated that I have fallen for the same trap again.

After repeatedly falling for the same distractions and temptations I have learned some ways to safeguard my prayer and devotion time. I know I cannot check my email before prayer time. I know I should not have my phone anywhere near me at prayer time. I know if I even do one task like throwing in a load of laundry or feeding the dog it will lead to another task and next thing I know an hour has passed. Sure, I may have accomplished a lot, but I have missed out on the one thing that I need most in my day. When that happens I feel anxious and frustrated.

Marketers and advertisers are not the only ones watching and tracking us. We have a real enemy and the Bible says we are to be aware of the devil’s devices as he prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.

The enemy doesn’t just ambush us out of nowhere with a random attack. He takes his time getting to know us. He studies our habits. He watches our actions. He identifies our weaknesses. He listens to the words we speak about ourselves, and others, and he discovers our temptations.

Once he is has figured out what trips us up he doesn’t devour us all at once. It happens bite by bite. He takes a bite of our time when we get sucked into an hour of social media. He takes a bite out of our finances when we see something we just have to have- especially since it is on sale. He takes a bite out of our marriage when we have our needs met in someone other than our spouse. He takes a bite out of our health when we give in to the third piece chocolate cake.

A little nibble here and there may not seem like a big deal, but when you add them up bite by bite, meal by meal, they start to have a negative impact on your relationship with yourself and with God. Falling into the same snares time and again leave you feeling anxious, frustrated, and hopeless. They make it harder to go boldly before the throne because you are more aware of your mistakes than you are of God’s promises.

The best thing you can do to safeguard yourself is to know yourself and know Gods promises. No matter what your weaknesses and temptations are, God promises to make a way of escape for you. However, better than having a way of escape is avoiding the need for escape in the first place.

Take your weaknesses and temptations before God and ask him to help you come up with ways to guard against them. There is no point in acting all holier than thou before Him. He already knows what your weaknesses are. He simply wants you to trust Him and believe that He loves you no matter what you may struggle with. He wants to help you, but He is not going to impose His help on you.

If you are struggling with any strongholds, or temptations in your life, please take a moment to fill out a prayer request. You can remain anonymous. There is no reason to give your life over bite by bite, meal by meal to the enemy. God wants you free from everything that takes you away from who you were created to be and the life He died to give you.

Stay alert! Watch out for your great enemy, the devil. He prowls around like a roaring lion, looking for someone to devour. -1 Peter 5:8 NLT

Love, Grace, and a Nibble Free Day to You All,

Jen

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Need a Little Help Here!

I just hung up the phone with my friend. I called her in near tears to tell her I was sitting in front of the computer trying to write but all I could think about was how I had nothing to say and what was the point anyway as I have to go back to work in three weeks and if I don’t have time now to write how will I possibly have time to write once work and school and activities and youth group start up again and what was I even thinking when I decided to start writing again and I keep having work dreams and I am clearly in distress and tomorrow I am taking the kids to Wild Mountain which is insane because we leave the following day for three weeks in Washington and we get back the day before I go back to work and I was supposed to go back to work all refreshed but I am not refreshed I am exhausted and since we have to go back in three weeks we might as well just cancel vacation and go back to work now as that is all I can think about.

I am pretty sure I said it all just like that. In one big breath. In one long sentence. In one frantic “I can’t do this” meltdown.

Does that ever happen to you? Do you ever have one negative thought that leads to another negative thought that leads to another negative thought that snowballs until you find yourself frozen in fear and anxiety? It’s a horrible feeling. I don’t experience it often but when I do I can barely function. I find myself short with those around me and I can hardly stand being around myself. Suddenly I am aware of every single one of my shortcomings and failures and start believing all of the lies running through my head. Though I know they are lies, and I will be fine, my mind will not stop racing.

God tells us in His word to give all of our worries and cares to Him because he cares about us. I believe deep down that this is true. As much as I know that God cares and loves me to the point that he has numbered every hair on my head and that God’s plans and purpose for my life will prevail and He will give me all of the strength, energy and endurance I need for each day, it is still so easy to get caught up “Who, What, Where, Why’s, and How’s” of all of the expectations others have for me as well as the ones I have for myself (which I admit are often unrealistic).

Sometimes you need to call in a little reinforcement to help melt the anxiety snowball. Sometimes you need to call someone that will not reply with “Oh no! How are you going to get all that done!? Why did you waste your time and energy on a new website? Wow, if you already have writer’s block how do you ever expect to write a book?” No- You call someone that says “Oh no, I am so sorry”, and proceeds to distract you with a story so the next thing you know you are both laughing at yourselves and each other for the ridiculous ways we as women drive ourselves crazy. As she hung up the phone she said “Now get on it. My phone better ding that you have a new post before I get back home.”

That is the kind of friends we need. The kind that show a little compassion but not pity, that love us without enabling us, that encourage us and build us up, and then give us a little kick in the hiney to push us forward and help us accomplish the things that truly matter to us.

If you are in need of a friend that will lift you up, please take a moment to fill out a prayer request and I will be happy to do for you what my friend did for me today 🙂

Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their labor. If either of them falls down, one can help the other up. But pity anyone who falls and has no one to help them up. -Ecclesiastes 4:9-10

Love, Grace, and a Belly Laugh with a Girlfriend Day to You all,

Jen

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Selfish Faith

I was supposed to have a friend over first thing in the morning last Friday to go paddle boarding. I had just recently reconnected with this friend after not seeing each her for almost two years. She had come over a few days earlier and we had such a good time we decided we needed to get together one more time before I head out of town.

When I say we had a good time, I mean we had a good time talking. The paddle board portion of our get together was fun- sort of. I let her use Faith since she had only been paddle boarding once before, and I borrowed one of the neighbors paddle boards. Now the neighbors have a board similar to mine, but they also have two of the heavy plastic type paddle boards. They are better for family use as they can’t break and crack as easily as the fiberglass boards.

I figured I would be fine on the plastic board seeing how I am now such an avid boarder (it has been like 3 weeks since I first started after all :). We headed out on the lake and I tried to warn my friend that it was windier than it looked and we needed to be careful or else we would find ourselves across the lake. She then decided she wanted to rest and lay down on the board for awhile. I couldn’t really lay down on the board I was using. I found myself mentioning multiple times that we were drifting across the lake but she didn’t seem concerned so I finally decided to let it go.

Sure enough she suddenly sat up and said “Oh my gosh! We have completely drifted across the lake!” like it was a total shock or something. I simply responded “Yep”, though that was not exactly what I was thinking :).

And so it began. The paddle home. And by paddle I mean frantically paddling to make any progress, not to mention keeping the board facing in the right direction (I later found out that the board I was using has a bent fin that points the wrong way…). I finally got some momentum and felt okay. My friend however was a different story. She kept blowing back and despite me telling her not to do the very thing she was doing she insisted on doing things her way (probably why we get along so well:). I could tell she was starting to panic and would not make it on her own out of the windiest part. My only option was to turn back around and help her get going.

I helped her get going and then she was off and racing across the lake. I on the other hand was having a harder time now than I did the first time. I kept looking to my left at a house on the shore and it seemed as though I was in the same spot forever. The best part was the fact that the board I was on was about 2 inches under water. I was on my knees paddling at this point and I started to worry that my neighbors board maybe had a crack and was slowly sinking to the bottom of the lake.

My friend on the other hand was cruising right along making her way back home. Now I am glad she was safe on my board, but at that moment I really wanted my board. I was done sharing Faith.

As Friday drew near I started dreading Friday morning for multiple reasons. I am going to just be honest with you even though I know I am going to sound like a big jerk. First of all, I was tired. I had another busy week and I felt like I just didn’t have the energy to entertain anyone. Mainly however, I kept looking at the weather and it showed that Friday morning was going to be a perfect morning for a ride. I didn’t want to ride a heavy red plastic board. I wanted to ride Faith.

I was driving home when I was having these thoughts of wanting to cancel and as soon as I realized that the main reason I wanted to cancel was because I wanted to use MY board I heard that still small voice whisper “It isn’t always easy sharing your faith”. Now it says in the Psalm 94:11 that the Lord knows peoples thoughts and I believe it because my first thought was “I want to use my own board” and the second thought was the one about sharing my faith.

I smiled because I knew the Lord was teaching me something. It’s true. It’s not always easy sharing your faith. Sometimes it’s scary because we don’t want to be rejected, or offensive, or sound downright nuts. It’s not always convenient either. Sharing your faith takes time. You need to invest time into someone and let them know that they are loved and that you are not just trying to offer them some quick fix, but a real relationship with a real person. And sometimes, just like with my friend, you need to go back and share your faith over and over again with someone who’s life keeps blowing them off course.

No, sharing your faith isn’t easy, or convenient, but it was never meant to be. It is however what we are called to do. I find that so often I am pretty selfish with my Jesus, just like how I was feeling about my paddle board. I want it all to myself and I don’t have time for others.

About fifteen minutes later my friend text me and said she wasn’t feeling well and that she may not make it over in the morning. After my revelation on faith, I was truly disappointed. I wanted to be generous. I wanted to see her. I know she is struggling with some things and I wanted to encourage her. If I had received that text earlier in the day I would have been happy, but now I was bummed.

My friend didn’t end up coming over. I did however go paddle boarding with the neighbor girl. We have wanted to go together since I got my board but it’s never worked out. We were out for almost two hours, and guess what- I got to share my faith with her. Not my board, but my real faith. She loves the Lord but she had some questions and it was such a blessing to be able to speak with her and share my faith with her. I smile at how God orchestrates these things.

Girls, God is good and He is faithful. I know you know that, but I bet you know someone that doesn’t know that. I encourage you to step out of your comfort level and allow yourself to be inconvenienced so that you may share your faith. I promise you it will bless you as much as the person you share it with. You don’t need to worry about the outcome. Let God do that. The Word tells us we need to share our faith, it doesn’t say “and if you don’t save them than shame on you!”

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Worship Christ as Lord of your life. And if someone asks about your Christian hope, always be ready to explain it. 1 Peter 3:15 NLT

Love, Grace, and a Faith Sharing Day to You All,

Jen

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The Smooth, Easy Way

In honor of the heat wave we are supposed to experience over the next couple of days, I thought I would share with you some life lessons I have learned on my new paddle board. I have had her less than a month but she has already taught me a lot.

Why do I refer to my paddle board as “her” you ask? That’s simple. I refer to it as a her because her name is Faith, and Faith is clearly a girls name. If you think it’s silly that I would give my paddle board a name, I may as well tell you that I also have a kayak named Grace. It will all make sense eventually…

One day while out on Faith, the water went from glass to rippling. It wasn’t super windy or anything and was still easy to paddle on but I was really in the mood to cruise along on some glass like water. I had experienced a few rough rides in the previous days and I longed for a smooth sail.

I noticed that the west end of the lake had the glass I was looking for. I got excited and started paddling faster in order to get there. By the time I approached I had a little momentum going. I hit the smooth glass and gave one fierce paddle and BAM! I came to a complete stop and almost flew head first off of the board.

I looked down to see what had happened (you are supposed to look straight ahead while paddling). I noticed I was in the thickest weeds I had ever seen. The reason the water was so calm is because the thick weeds went all the way to the top and there was nowhere for the water to ripple. What I thought was going to be the smooth sailing easy way ended up stopping me in my tracks.

Once I finally got out of there I started thinking about how many times I have tried the smooth, easy way and how often it ends up just as it did with my paddle board. Whether it’s a quick fix diet pill, borrowed cash off a credit card, or giving up on a goal so I am not disappointed, I have raced towards the smooth easy way and it always ends up the same- I feel stuck in the midst of the weeds in my life and what was meant to be quick an easy ends up being frustrating and time consuming.

It’s great when life is running smooth and easy. I try to acknowledge and appreciate those seasons. However, the truth is, life will not always be glass. Most days contain ripples, and many days send whitecaps. During the ripples and whitecaps, the goal is not always to race to the smooth glass but to stand in (or on) Faith and trust that you will make it back to shore.

If you find yourself in the ripples or even the whitecaps of life today, I encourage you to sit still for a moment. Don’t spend your day mentally searching for the glass. Spend your mental energy focusing on Gods promises for your life. Promises such as He will never leave you or forsake you, He has good plans for you, He delights in the details of your life, He is your refuge and hope, and He is the Good Shepard that provides ALL of your needs. Stand on the Truth. Stand on Faith ☺.

There is a way which seems right before man and appears straight before him, But its end is the way of death. -Proverbs 16:25 AMP

Grace, Faith, and a Ripple Free Day to You All,

Jen

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Ready, Set, Finish!!!

I am a great starter. I am constantly coming up with awesome ideas. Not only am I great at starting things, I am also great at convincing others they should join in on the fun. If being an excellent starter were a spiritual gift, I would definitely be listened in the spiritual gift hall of fame (not that there is one, but if there were I would be in it ☺).

Unfortunately I am a horrible finisher. I come out of the gate like a thoroughbred and cross the finish line like a donkey (if I even cross the finish line). I have to force myself to complete even the simplest tasks, let alone finish big projects. For example, I have a load of clean laundry in the dryer right now. It’s been there for three days. I think about getting it multiple times a day but then I shrug it off.

At work I have to force myself to sit at my desk and complete tasks. I have to keep telling myself to sit still and finish and then I can go talk to someone as a reward. I know it may sound ridiculous, but as the teens say The Struggle is Real…

I am sure many of you can relate on some level. Our attention span is decreasing by the day due to all the stimulation we are bombarded with. In fact, a report came out in 2015 stating that the average attention span for humans has gone from 12 seconds to 8 seconds, which is one second less than a goldfish!

There are other contributing factors to me being finisher-challenged. I was diagnosed with ADHD at the age twenty-six so many of my quirks are due to the characteristics that come with that, such as boredom, procrastination, perfectionism, chasing squirrels, etc. I tried medication for it but didn’t like it. I didn’t like it because I love some of my quirks. I am creative, high energy, imaginative, a go-getter and highly entertaining (mainly because you can never be sure what I am about to do next, but it generally involves bursting into song).

Rather than try to eliminate the qualities I don’t like, I have tried to manage them through things such as exercise, diet, sleep, and supplements. I even found a job that has so many random responsibilities that my obsession with multi-tasking and bouncing from one task to another are the exact qualities that have made me successful in my job.

That being said, I would still like to improve my finishing skills. I would like to finish painting my house, finish writing a presentation without having to stop for multiple chocolate breaks, finish cleaning out my junk drawers, and good grief Jennifer, just go get that load of laundry out of the dryer!

In the past I would use scripture to help me work on my finishing skills. I would say things such as “Finish what you started”, and “I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race” (2 Corinthians 8:10, 2 Timothy 4:7). These scriptures are great, but the truth is, they only got me temporary results. I still had to hyper focus on the scripture to get things done. I still felt as though I were struggling the entire way through.

I still use scripture to help me with my finishing issues. However, rather than using it as a mantra to get me through, I use it as a refuge. I use it as a source of comfort and peace. I use it as a reminder that God created me and He will see to it that I finish the things He created me to finish.

How do I finish a task?

By looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Hebrews 12-2 NKJV

I also love that He is the Author ☺

Peace, love, and finish line day to you all,

Jen

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