I am a great starter. I am constantly coming up with awesome ideas. Not only am I great at starting things, I am also great at convincing others they should join in on the fun. If being an excellent starter were a spiritual gift, I would definitely be listened in the spiritual gift hall of fame (not that there is one, but if there were I would be in it ☺).
Unfortunately I am a horrible finisher. I come out of the gate like a thoroughbred and cross the finish line like a donkey (if I even cross the finish line). I have to force myself to complete even the simplest tasks, let alone finish big projects. For example, I have a load of clean laundry in the dryer right now. It’s been there for three days. I think about getting it multiple times a day but then I shrug it off.
At work I have to force myself to sit at my desk and complete tasks. I have to keep telling myself to sit still and finish and then I can go talk to someone as a reward. I know it may sound ridiculous, but as the teens say The Struggle is Real…
I am sure many of you can relate on some level. Our attention span is decreasing by the day due to all the stimulation we are bombarded with. In fact, a report came out in 2015 stating that the average attention span for humans has gone from 12 seconds to 8 seconds, which is one second less than a goldfish!
There are other contributing factors to me being finisher-challenged. I was diagnosed with ADHD at the age twenty-six so many of my quirks are due to the characteristics that come with that, such as boredom, procrastination, perfectionism, chasing squirrels, etc. I tried medication for it but didn’t like it. I didn’t like it because I love some of my quirks. I am creative, high energy, imaginative, a go-getter and highly entertaining (mainly because you can never be sure what I am about to do next, but it generally involves bursting into song).
Rather than try to eliminate the qualities I don’t like, I have tried to manage them through things such as exercise, diet, sleep, and supplements. I even found a job that has so many random responsibilities that my obsession with multi-tasking and bouncing from one task to another are the exact qualities that have made me successful in my job.
That being said, I would still like to improve my finishing skills. I would like to finish painting my house, finish writing a presentation without having to stop for multiple chocolate breaks, finish cleaning out my junk drawers, and good grief Jennifer, just go get that load of laundry out of the dryer!
In the past I would use scripture to help me work on my finishing skills. I would say things such as “Finish what you started”, and “I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race” (2 Corinthians 8:10, 2 Timothy 4:7). These scriptures are great, but the truth is, they only got me temporary results. I still had to hyper focus on the scripture to get things done. I still felt as though I were struggling the entire way through.
I still use scripture to help me with my finishing issues. However, rather than using it as a mantra to get me through, I use it as a refuge. I use it as a source of comfort and peace. I use it as a reminder that God created me and He will see to it that I finish the things He created me to finish.
How do I finish a task?
By looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Hebrews 12-2 NKJV
I also love that He is the Author ☺
Peace, love, and finish line day to you all,