Cleared of All Charges!

A few years ago I got a speeding ticket. I wasn’t happy about it and even though I was guilty I decided to fight it in court. Paying a $100 fine was bad enough but even worse than that was the thought of it being on my driving record. I was afraid our insurance would end up raising our rates and that would be an added expense we definitely did not need!

By the time my court date arrived I was thoroughly convinced I would be free of all charges. I had been praying about it and I had pictured the scene a million times in my mind. My friends and family would tell me there was no way I would get out of it, but I told them to wait and see- I was coming home with a clean record!

I remember sitting in that court room trying not to smile. I could not wait to get home and tell everyone “I told you so!”. The longer I sat in the courtroom, the more confident I became. I was sitting in one of the back rows and I could hear the county attorney in the small room behind me making deals with other offenders. He was dropping DWI charges down to reckless driving tickets left and right. Surely, he would make this forty year old mother of two’s little speeding ticket disappear.

Finally it was my turn to plead my case. I was so confident regarding the outcome that when he denied my request I simply sat across the desk from him staring with my head tilted to the side the way a puppy looks at you when they know you are talking to them but they don’t understand. After what must have seemed like eternity to him he finally said “Mrs. Gilbert, we are done here. It’s time for you to go and pay your fine.”

I left the room wondering what had just happened. That wasn’t the way it was supposed to go. I had plead my case with my whole heart. I even admitted that I was guilty but explained how this was a financial hardship for us and surely since I had a clean record up to this point, he could make sure it remained clean. I even got choked up and had to fight back the tears- the natural response for both my sister and I whenever we are fighting against an injustice. I begged and pleaded and yet here I was walking out of the courtroom towards the pay station. I couldn’t believe it.

Aren’t you glad that our heavenly Father is not like that crummy old county attorney? Aren’t you glad that he doesn’t pardon sins for some people while holding accountable the sins of others. Aren’t you glad that when you approach him at the throne of grace you don’t have to worry about whether or not you will still be left paying for your mistakes?

God is more just than any courtroom could ever be. Yes, he demands payment in full for our sins, but he also knew we would never be able to pay all the fines we accumulate. They are far too great. Rather than simply looking away, he sent his only beloved son as payment for all of our sins. When Jesus cried out from the cross “It is finished”, he could also have said “PAID IN FULL” because that what the finished work of Jesus is. It is payment, full payment, for each and every one of our sins. We will never have to “pay for” what we have done. We do not owe God anything. That is what makes His grace so amazing!

Oh, what joy for those whose disobedience is forgiven, whose sin is put out of sight! Yes, what joy for those whose record the Lord has cleared of guilt! Psalm 32:1-2

Love, Grace, and a Day Cleared of All Charges To You All,

Jen

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I Quit!

This morning my daughter Charley and I took our one year old Mastiff Nana on a hike. It is 1.5 miles to the top of the hill and back down again. There are some steep parts on the way up where your heart gets pumping pretty good, but overall it is a pretty nice three mile hike.

I wasn’t sure if I should bring Nana today. I had brought her with yesterday and she seemed a little stiff and tired. I thought she maybe needed a rest day. However, as soon as I started to put my shoes on she stood next to me wagging her tail and whining. I took that as a sign that I should bring her with.

A few minutes into the hike I realized it was a little warmer than I had expected. It was a cooler morning but when the sun finally came out it came out strong. There was also no wind at all. Within minutes Nana’s tongue was hanging out and I could tell she was getting warm. She kept running ahead and exploring and her little nub of a tail was sure wagging so I assumed she was doing great.

On the way back down the hill Nana suddenly stopped, sat down, and then laid down. Her face was worth a million words, but all she needed were two- I QUIT! There was no way she was getting back up again. I looked at my phone and it said we still had a half a mile until we were back at the car. Nana weighs about 85 pounds so carrying her was not an option. I told Charley to wait with Nana and I would run ahead and drive back to pick them both up.

We’ve all been there haven’t we? We get to a point where we just can’t do it anymore. We are tired, weary, and hopeless. It doesn’t matter what hike we are on. We could be in a struggling and dysfunctional relationship. We could be dealing with an addiction. We could simply be overbooked and exhausted by all there is to do as a woman these days. Whatever the hike is, we sometimes get to the point where we throw up our hands, sit down, and say “I Quit.”

The Good News is, just as I was willing to run ahead to get the car to save Nana, we have Someone that has already gone before us and knows the end from the beginning. He is more than willing to be our refuge and hiding place when we grow weary. He is more than willing to pick us up when our journey has us worn out. And when we can’t take another step, it is just like Jesus says in the famous Footprints poem “It was then that I carried you”.

Then Jesus Said, “Come to me all who are weary, and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28

If you find yourself wanting to say “I Quit” in any area of your life, please know that Jesus is waiting for you, with open arms. Unlike me, who wasn’t strong enough to carry Nana, He can carry you through anything as far as you need him to. All you need to do is ask. If you would like prayer for any area of your life, please fill out a prayer request. I would be honored to pray for you.

Love, Grace, and a Place of Rest To You All,

Jen

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